Bimbling on from South Shields took me past Roman remains and reminders of this fine river's industrial prime. A vast breakwater protects sandy beaches, alive with activity. A foodie festival stopped me in my tracks and I fuelled up listening to a honky tonk band rocking out on the roof of a bus serving low and slow brisket. Maybe not an ideal repast but there were miles ahead and the gradient looked challenging. The road was red and the vistas endless as I pushed on stopping to take in the happy vibes as South Tyneside revelled in the last of summer.
I had to stop at the iconic Souter Lighthouse, a monument to the dangers of the coast and the many ships that had past under its beam and heard its siren call through the mists, guiding them to safe haven. Immaculately maintained by the National Trust and its merry band of volunteers I marvelled at their dedication and passion. The sheer power of the light and the ambitious engineering of the whole venture was explained by the father of the lighthouse family, proud in his crow's nest to a captive audience enraptured by the view. Decades ago the visible panorama was blighted by mines and industrial murk but now the clifftops were green and pleasant and today the sea was pure blue. I was having trouble imagining the heavy industry and belching fires and even signs of urban decay seemed far from here. The candy coloured column was replicated in Roker and the battery looked majestic as I cycled along yet another sweep of bay packed with amusements and bank holiday merriment.
The mighty Wear where they used to Mackem reared into view. The largest city on this coast and the home of shipbuilding, depending on who you listen to. A Geordie suggested that they built ships in Newcastle whereas in Sunderland they knocked them out at a huge rate at any price. Meant as a back handed compliment to the industry and initiative of Mackems it was an argument I didn't have time to test. Once in the centre of the city my bike seemed to speed up past a centre blighted by the crisis on our high streets, its grand parks suggesting better times lay behind. As I whipped past arguing drunks I felt like I had probably made a quick and unfair assessment but it felt like a monument to Ozymandias;
'Two vast and lifeless trunkless legs of stone standing in the desert. '
It could have been my bonking state but this Shelley tip continued as I ground uphill toward County Durham through pit towns with statues hinting at former glories. The incline was slight but constant up Stephenson's old mineral routes which once carried the endless supplies of coal to the Wear from countless collieries with famous names... Easington, Ryhope Peterlee, Shotton...Each village had its own memorial to the proud miners..
' its sculptor well those passions read
Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things '
Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things '
Nothing beside remains. Round the decay
Of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare...
I was entering that state of mild exhaustion and blood sugar depletion that better cyclists plan for. I required an instant fix... a Mars bar or a flapjack for me and my iron horse. I remember a fight I had at school with a diabetic kid who submitted early, crying for a Mars bar to save him, or perhaps he was just hungry. Net curtains twitched and gangs of men fiddled with Ford Sierras. I looked in vain for a shop but all I could find were chip shops. I had a battered sausage in Hetton, a chicken pie in Haswell and a saveloy in Shotton which was the wrong way.
In my growing delirium I felt the spirit of the land in recovery from exploitation, mined for its ore and pillaged for its black gold, polluted and despoiled and left to fade into a desert socially and ecologically... people left behind to tinker and rust, ghosts of an industrial past. What do you do when all reason is taken away.?..all you ever knew leaving a scar and open wounds upon the landscape and the populace...these are the badlands of Britain, broken and discarded..barren but beautiful...waiting for rain and new growth...
The lone and level sands stretch far away.
...I was lost in a land I didn't understand in a state of weary discombobulation..the fragments were too shattered to piece together..the landscape broken and the people tired and beaten, or was it me... they looked bewildered by this apparition from another land..whats he doing here? was the gaze I got in the chip shop which seemed the heart of the village now the pubs were boarded up..quad bikes roamed the streets, the obese ran with the undernourished and tattooed youths skulked on pitheads long deceased... the rail lines petered out in fields or turned into bridleways ending up in junkyards with snarling dogs warning of illicit deeds beyond...I hit the main road, dispirited, and up it went to the wind farms and vast quarries still eating away at the earth which seemed to cry out and revel in my exhaustion....was I being unkind? ...was my fractured state impinging on my consciousness unable to see truths as I callously passed through these proud and defiant communities...You have to say what you see and I knew I was beaten, I wanted out, journey's end...
The descent into Durham changed everything and it was like I had passed across a border. One which seems to exist across Britain, hiding that which dwells on the edgelands, unseen and unbidden. The Britain we seek lies in hotspots not the land that lies between forgotten and unloved. I felt a wave of sadness, not pity, for that which I could not comprehend, as I had not the time or the map to it. I chided myself as I could not do the land justice. It would take patience to understand the living history of Durham County and I could only guess at the rawness of its recent memory. I determined to dwell a while in old Durham town.